not much to report today,feeling aliitle low-don`t know if it is the change inthe medicine or the anxiety of the C.T.scan next week which is praying on my mind.I have aproblem lying down flat as my saliva runs down my throat and i have to lie still,and sometimes it feels like i am drowning ,and i daren`t press the emergency button as i want it over and done with.
I am concerned about the possible results ,as although the cancer has gone to my lungs,it is still classed as oral cancer cells,so that cannot be treated in the lungs ,either.
I shall have to put mind over matter and not pre-empt matters as i have a tendency to do and for which i am always berating my children,as i know it is a useless exercise.Is it a female thing? and is that why men invented hobbies?
bon weekend to you all-it is sunny again in Paris.