I was feeling down a few days ago ,having just found a rather big blossoming of burst blood capilliaries on the whole of my right shoulder,and thinking of the dribbling ,and that i can`t blow my nose without holding tight onto my mouth;,that i struggle like an old lady to climb the stairs ,that my knickers keep falling down as i am so skinny ,especially around the thighs;that i just have to look at my legs and a bruise appears.Worst of all ,that i do not look like me -more like a coconut ,really!
And so we went off to england for a few days,to visit an elderly aunt who has just gone into an old people`s home.We stayed in a cottage just the other side of the channel,so not too far to drive,and the fog lifted and i felt so relaxed!
I had a walk down to the village store,and although i could not converse with the locals ,it was lovely to listen to them chatting away ,about local things withsuch easeIt was very cold ,but the skies were blue and the kent countryside is lovely with many pretty villages.
Both John and I managed to relax-get away from the nurses and live in a different world for a short time and ,you know,my condition hasn`t changed but for those few days my world did and it did me the world of good.let us hope it lasts.
a good weekend to you all and hope you get time for yourselves.